Every year on the 31st of December, i silently say to myself:
"hope next year brings luck/sense of change".
Hoping has led to August of 2014! Prity fast as my work finished in April, its 4 month going and still no job :(
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Either am dumb or just jinxed , because no self-esteem is fading away.
Apart from career aspect, SPORTS:
- FIFA World Cup 2014 was a bummer especially Brazil being thumbed like a porn star squirting. :-P. Heads up to USA-Clint Dempsey, you cute :-D AND Argentina for making it into the finals. #10 dreamy ;-)
- Super 15, 2014. Crusaders you still my team eventhough could not win in the finals. Hard luck but well played-hats off. #8 & #10 <3
- Local soccer, interest has died..
Oh and this year is training me to excel in house chores and cooking ( haha kinda tough luck on cooking) but it is keeping me busy just until iam in bed and its back to square one, thinking about job,life,future??? Which has led to my weight loss.
To top it off, i can proudly say i have cut down like tons when it comes to alcohol. My liver must be glad..LOL.
Little did i realise, helping friend(s)/relatives, being nice,advising them only makes me (i) the bad person >_< #lessonlearnt
Nevertheless, four months to go before my wish/hope is chanted again. Fingers still cross for something good to happen but please do not tell me its just the way i think?
"Remember empathize and not just sympathize".
